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I miss my mom

My mom died April 4, 2014. She had pancreatic cancer. She was 57 years old. She missed my oldest daughter’s 13th birthday and my baby’s 1st birthday. Every time my girls hit a milestone in their lives, I still have the urge to text or call my mom to share it with her. But I can’t do that. She’ll never watch them grow up. She’ll never see my fiancee and I get married. She’ll never have the mother-son dance with my brother when he gets married. She missed my brother’s graduation from college for his AA degree. 

People have said that it gets better. That it gets easier. That it hurts less as the days go by. They’re wrong. No, my mother is not “watching over me” from Heaven. I don’t believe in that. I never have.

I dreamt about her last night. I dream about her once a week or so. Last night I dreamt that she had survived and I had never been told. I was angry. But I was more angry that I woke up and she isn’t here. That’s how my dreams are about her. I dream that she made some miraculous recovery and that everything is okay.

I don’t want to dream anymore.

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wow-suchbree-veryblog:

hipdip:

BIG OL’ LUSH GIVEAWAY!

Hey all! So I’ve been wanting to do a giveaway for years now and i’m finally doing it! I decided to do a lush giveaway because I love lush almost as much as I love my followers:) Enjoy

what you get

  • x1 Avobath Bath Bomb
  • x1 Big Blue Bath Bomb
  • x1 Sunnyside Bubble Bar
  • x1 Vanilla Puff Dusting Powder
  • x1 The Olive Branch Shower Gel 3.3oz
  • x1 New Shampoo Bar(with travel tin)
  • x1 Sweetie Pie Shower Jelly 8.5oz
  • x1 Stepping Stone Foot Scrub
  • x1 Bubblegum Lip Scrub
  • x1 Success Liquid Eyeliner
  • x1 Glamorous Liquid Lipstick  

the rules

  • must be following me!
  • reblog this post(the more that you reblog the more chances to win!)
  • be willing to give me shipping info
  • keep your inbox open!

I’ll ship worldwide so anyone can enter! The contest ends on October 8th so good luck, cutiebees!:) Feel free to inbox me with any questions

MY GOD.

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